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My sleep score last night was 84/100, with interruptions being the worst part due to allergies and one time where I had to pee.

I took a walk after breakfast as I've been doing daily.

I had my Intellectual and Developmental Disabilities services appointment in Belton this morning and they had tons of questions for me and I signed some shit. They scheduled a psychological telehealth appointment for an evaluation to see if I would be eligible for services on the 23rd, and put me on a 20-year waitlist (yikes) for a Medicaid waiver for services. Yeah, Texas needs DOGE badly. It would be a fuck of a lot easier and less expensive to give everyone with legitimate, verifiable claim partial or full disability benefits without making them go through tons of legal and bureaucratic bullshit to prove they aren't disabled.

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They also asked for my primary care provider, which I don't have now since the one at my clinic in town left at the start of the year, so I asked for a new one, and had at first wanted to go to another clinic in town and even scheduled an appointment but it turned out it was only for acute care and none of their doctors were seeing new patients, so I got another one at my current clinic, which is still having issues with the copay I had gotten from my orthopedist appointment last month.

Since it was getting near noon when my appointment ended I looked at Upside to see restaurants I could get credit at and saw Five Guys in Harker Heights, a burger place where I had a bacon cheeseburger, cajun friends, and a shake.

The MAHA Zoom this afternoon had no audio at first--we always like to joke about the meetings being hacked and spied on--but they did get going and Mike Tyson appeared talking about his experience with processed food and his superbowl ad, and talked about the usual shit about how questioning science is science and how healthcare should treat the root causes of medical conditions rather than drugging people with endless medications, which I agree with.

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On that note I'm still reading Anatomy of an Epidemic and it pretty much confirms that psych meds do way more harm than good and actually cause and unmask mental disorders.

Tonight was Grace UMC's monthly dinner and they had spaghetti with meat sauce and garlic bread, which was good. I said hi to Mrs. Murphy, an old friend of my parents we've known since we first moved into town.
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This poem came out of the March 4, 2025 Poetry Fishbowl. It was inspired by a prompt from [personal profile] zesty_pinto. It also fills the "Mountains" square in my 3-1-25 card for the Tolkien Bingo Fest. This poem has been sponsored by Anthony Barrette. It belongs to the Rutledge thread of the Polychrome Heroics series.

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Today is partly sunny and chilly.

I fed the birds.  I've seen a flock of sparrows.

I put out water for the birds.

EDIT 2/11/26 -- I did a bit of work around the patio.

I refilled the hopper feeder.

EDIT 2/11/26 -- I did more work around the patio.

I saw several starlings foraging in the grass.

I am done for the night.
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Good news includes all the things which make us happy or otherwise feel good. It can be personal or public. We never know when something wonderful will happen, and when it does, most people want to share it with someone. It's disappointing when nobody is there to appreciate it. Happily, blogging allows us to share our joys and pat each other on the back.

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Sweetie, our 14-lb Kliban cat (dark gray and black tabby) hasn't been feeling well. She was upchucking yesterday, not furballs, and I think she may be allergic to the food. But this morning we couldn't find her at all -- looked downstairs and main floor -- until the SU located her in the most inaccessible place in the house: on the old shag rug under the desk in the library/not so spare room. There, she's under a large desk and blocked in by a large chair and neither of us are up to digging her out. She is reasonably alert, so we're waiting for her to emerge at some point. I've put out water for her, and food that I know she can eat (non fish). And now we wait.

Meanwhile, there's a gland at the top of my throat that is trying to decide if it's swollen or not.
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I used this in 'Sinners,' 'KPop Demon Hunters,' and 'Wicked' — movie musicals at the GRAMMYs, but decided to use "The Girl in the Bubble" for 'Wicked: For Good' leads Best Fantasy Film at the Saturn Awards.

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This poem is spillover from the February 3, 2026 Poetry Fishbowl. It was inspired by a post from [personal profile] elinox. It also fills the "Validate Yourself" square in my 2-1-26 card for the Valentines Bingo fest. This poem is the second freebie courtesy of new prompters [personal profile] gs_silva, [personal profile] ionelv, and Laura G.

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My sleep score for last night was 95/100, with perfect scores for everything but duration, though I did have to get up to pee during the night.

I had a walk after breakfast and went down an untraveled route largely due to seeing kids walking to school across a street.

I got a call from Connell & Associates, the clinic where I was getting my TMS, about a two-star Google review I left before I left for my appointment with Patrick, my case worker, this morning, but I didn't have time to talk about it, and they called back around 2pm to talk about getting in with the TMS doctor to talk about the effects it had on me and setting me up with someone else who does actual cognitive behavioral therapy, with the last guy I was put with who allegedly did it being more of a talk therapist, which wasn't for me, and I'm now on a waiting list since they couldn't find any available that took my insurance.

I brought up a list of things to talk about to Patrick, like how ideally I would love to earn passive income from things like my AI t-shirt designs and blogging, but he didn't really seem to care about any of that, but I do have an evaluation for Intellectual Developmental Disability services in Belton tomorrow morning.

I shopped for some things at Walmart as well, and looked for St-Johns-Wort that I read about in Anatomy of an Epidemic that could help with depression, but they were out of stock, so I ordered some on Amazon.

I also called UHC about a credit I applied to my last electricity bill last month that didn't apply to the point where I paid the balance before the due date (tomorrow) and they said to give it two more days, and I said if it doesn't go through apply it to my next bill.

I also cut up pork I got from a food pantry and mixed it with barbecue sauce and spices and baked and broiled it according to advice I got from Copilot, and it was pretty decent.



I finished reading Harming Artists, and here's the link to my review.

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Here's a link to the material.

But yeah, fuck psychiatry again.

And regards to America's healthcare system...

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This is a paraphrase of this Chomsky quote.

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I have The Myth of American Idealism on my Kindle app and may read it next after I finish Anatomy of an Epidemic to see what Chomsky thinks of US foreign policy during Trump's first term and Biden's term, since it was published in 2024. I had read Who Rules the World? (and the answer is money, of course) and it was written in 2016 and pretty much called out all bullshit on US foreign policy in the 20th century up to then.

But yeah, most of the world's problems today are largely due to us.
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Degrowing tomorrow in today's soil

My main claim is that regeneration work, together with resistance organising around ecosocialism (via unions, parties, media, communities), offers the most promising avenue towards desirable futures where no one is left behind. I will explain the opportunities and challenges of regenerative agriculture systems in this post as an introduction, and throughout the year in more detail.

The goal of regenerative agriculture is to bring life, resilience, and prosperity back to landscapes, communities, and ultimately entire ecosystems. It starts from a simple but profound understanding: soil health is the foundation of life and secures our capacity to heal both ecosystems and human bodies. Soil is not only a medium that provides nutrients to plants, microbes, and ultimately people; when healthy, it also acts as a sponge that retains water, cools the land, absorbs carbon, and buffers extreme weather events such as floods and droughts.



There are diverse types of regenerative agriculture and related programs for restoring the soil and other parts of the biosphere. Explore and see what's available in your locale. Here are some restoration ideas...

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Scientists find genes that existed before all life on Earth

Life’s story may stretch further back than scientists once thought. Some genes found in nearly every organism today were already duplicated before all life shared a common ancestor. By tracking these rare genes, researchers can investigate how early cells worked and what features of life emerged first. New computational tools are now helping scientists unlock this hidden chapter of evolution.


This is a much more useful look at "earliest life" than a lot of what I've seen with people fumbling around the Ediacaran acting like that's early, simple life. Here we are talking about genes that help define was the earliest life was like -- it had a membrane to distinguish itself from its environment, proteins to perform functions, and DNA to encode information. That is very, very close to the beginning. Much farther back and you get into, hmm, parabiology where things sort of behave like life, but also sort of not because they're missing key pieces. So for instance viruses, which are alive because they can be killed, but they can only reproduce by hijacking another cell's reproductive equipment.  This far back is very interesting to explore, especially if you're also into things like worldbuilding or speculative evolution.
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Back in August of 2025, we announced a temporary block on account creation for users under the age of 18 from the state of Tennessee, due to the court in Netchoice's challenge to the law (which we're a part of!) refusing to prevent the law from being enforced while the lawsuit plays out. Today, I am sad to announce that we've had to add South Carolina to that list. When creating an account, you will now be asked if you're a resident of Tennessee or South Carolina. If you are, and your birthdate shows you're under 18, you won't be able to create an account.

We're very sorry to have to do this, and especially on such short notice. The reason for it: on Friday, South Carolina governor Henry McMaster signed the South Carolina Age-Appropriate Design Code Act into law, with an effective date of immediately. The law is so incredibly poorly written it took us several days to even figure out what the hell South Carolina wants us to do and whether or not we're covered by it. We're still not entirely 100% sure about the former, but in regards to the latter, we're pretty sure the fact we use Google Analytics on some site pages (for OS/platform/browser capability analysis) means we will be covered by the law. Thankfully, the law does not mandate a specific form of age verification, unlike many of the other state laws we're fighting, so we're likewise pretty sure that just stopping people under 18 from creating an account will be enough to comply without performing intrusive and privacy-invasive third-party age verification. We think. Maybe. (It's a really, really badly written law. I don't know whether they intended to write it in a way that means officers of the company can potentially be sentenced to jail time for violating it, but that's certainly one possible way to read it.)

Netchoice filed their lawsuit against SC over the law as I was working on making this change and writing this news post -- so recently it's not even showing up in RECAP yet for me to link y'all to! -- but here's the complaint as filed in the lawsuit, Netchoice v Wilson. Please note that I didn't even have to write the declaration yet (although I will be): we are cited in the complaint itself with a link to our August news post as evidence of why these laws burden small websites and create legal uncertainty that causes a chilling effect on speech. \o/

In fact, that's the victory: in December, the judge ruled in favor of Netchoice in Netchoice v Murrill, the lawsuit over Louisiana's age-verification law Act 456, finding (once again) that requiring age verification to access social media is unconstitutional. Judge deGravelles' ruling was not simply a preliminary injunction: this was a final, dispositive ruling stating clearly and unambiguously "Louisiana Revised Statutes §§51:1751–1754 violate the First Amendment of the U.S. Constitution, as incorporated by the Fourteenth Amendment of the U.S. Constitution", as well as awarding Netchoice their costs and attorney's fees for bringing the lawsuit. We didn't provide a declaration in that one, because Act 456, may it rot in hell, had a total registered user threshold we don't meet. That didn't stop Netchoice's lawyers from pointing out that we were forced to block service to Mississippi and restrict registration in Tennessee (pointing, again, to that news post), and Judge deGravelles found our example so compelling that we are cited twice in his ruling, thus marking the first time we've helped to get one of these laws enjoined or overturned just by existing. I think that's a new career high point for me.

I need to find an afternoon to sit down and write an update for [site community profile] dw_advocacy highlighting everything that's going on (and what stage the lawsuits are in), because folks who know there's Some Shenanigans afoot in their state keep asking us whether we're going to have to put any restrictions on their states. I'll repeat my promise to you all: we will fight every state attempt to impose mandatory age verification and deanonymization on our users as hard as we possibly can, and we will keep actions like this to the clear cases where there's no doubt that we have to take action in order to prevent liability.

In cases like SC, where the law takes immediate effect, or like TN and MS, where the district court declines to issue a temporary injunction or the district court issues a temporary injunction and the appellate court overturns it, we may need to take some steps to limit our potential liability: when that happens, we'll tell you what we're doing as fast as we possibly can. (Sometimes it takes a little while for us to figure out the exact implications of a newly passed law or run the risk assessment on a law that the courts declined to enjoin. Netchoice's lawyers are excellent, but they're Netchoice's lawyers, not ours: we have to figure out our obligations ourselves. I am so very thankful that even though we are poor in money, we are very rich in friends, and we have a wide range of people we can go to for help.)

In cases where Netchoice filed the lawsuit before the law's effective date, there's a pending motion for a preliminary injunction, the court hasn't ruled on the motion yet, and we're specifically named in the motion for preliminary injunction as a Netchoice member the law would apply to, we generally evaluate that the risk is low enough we can wait and see what the judge decides. (Right now, for instance, that's Netchoice v Jones, formerly Netchoice v Miyares, mentioned in our December news post: the judge has not yet ruled on the motion for preliminary injunction.) If the judge grants the injunction, we won't need to do anything, because the state will be prevented from enforcing the law. If the judge doesn't grant the injunction, we'll figure out what we need to do then, and we'll let you know as soon as we know.

I know it's frustrating for people to not know what's going to happen! Believe me, it's just as frustrating for us: you would not believe how much of my time is taken up by tracking all of this. I keep trying to find time to update [site community profile] dw_advocacy so people know the status of all the various lawsuits (and what actions we've taken in response), but every time I think I might have a second, something else happens like this SC law and I have to scramble to figure out what we need to do. We will continue to update [site community profile] dw_news whenever we do have to take an action that restricts any of our users, though, as soon as something happens that may make us have to take an action, and we will give you as much warning as we possibly can. It is absolutely ridiculous that we still have to have this fight, but we're going to keep fighting it for as long as we have to and as hard as we need to.

I look forward to the day we can lift the restrictions on Mississippi, Tennessee, and now South Carolina, and I apologize again to our users (and to the people who temporarily aren't able to become our users) from those states.
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Today is sunny and cool.  Most of the ground is bare, although patches of melting snow remain.

I fed the birds.  I've seen a small flock of sparrows.

I put out water for the birds.

EDIT 2/10/26 -- I refilled the hopper feeder.

I did a bit of work around the patio.

I've seen a large flock of sparrows and two starlings.

EDIT 2/10/26 -- I did more work around the patio.

I am done for the night.

 
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Here's another image I considered for 'Fantastic Four: First Steps' vs. 'Superman' for Best Cinematic Adaptation Film at the Saturn Awards.

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[personal profile] dialecticdreamer is hosting Magpie Monday with a theme of "just a normal day."  Leave prompts, get ficlets! 
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Consumers spend much more when making digital payments instead of using cash

The use of digital payments has led people to spend more than they do when using cash, according to survey evidence from more than 1,200 consumers.

The shift reframes everyday purchases as moments where restraint weakens quietly, long before shoppers notice any change in their budgets.



This is why one of the most effective ways to save money is to buy things with cash, and thus, one of the many reasons for protecting the use of cash.
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This poem is spillover from the February 3, 2026 Poetry Fishbowl. It was inspired by prompts from [personal profile] kengr, [personal profile] librarygeek, and (Anonymous) IP Address: (46.110.23.207). It also fills the "Take a Class" square in my 2-1-26 card for the Valentines Bingo fest. This poem has been sponsored by [personal profile] janetmiles. It belongs to the series Daughters of the Apocalypse.

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The open mic I went to at Nelson Brew Works last night got off a bit disastrously since I realized I had forgotten the water bottle I usually bring with me at home when I put it on the counter to remind me to bring it along in the first place, another mental health thing I am going through and which I attribute to that shitty TMS. This always happens when I act happy-go-lucky, in which case I have huge lapses in judgement and forget this like that. They did like the stuff I read and I had some pizza there.

My allergies are still a pain in the ass and kept me up all through the night. My sleep score was 75/100, with duration being my worst part.

I had a walk after breakfast.

The TMS clinic got back to me and agreed to cancel my appointments after telling me to "give it time to work," which was the same bullshit all my psychiatrists gave me when taking those brain lobotomizers over 18 years, and I concluded thanks to
Brighteon.AI that given my specific circumstances like epilepsy--even though the last EEG said I would be okay--it likely wasn't right for me and tons more in my shoes had relapses as I did. No regrets, and second chances always bite me in the ass, which is the story of my life.

I drove to Fairview but the meal they were serving had tuna so I passed and later ate at home. I shipped out an old plushie I had finally sold on eBay at the post office then shopped for some things at Walmart.

I got the constant back-and-forth with my current clinic about my insurance stuff and that surprise copay from my last orthopedist visit, and since my primary care provider left, I'll probably switch to another clinic and town that has better reviews since this wasn't the first time shit like this happened.

My chiropractor appointment was this afternoon, and he said my limited shoulder mobility was due to all the screws in my right shoulder after my right bone graft transplant back in 2022, and I can work around it and don't want to get full-fledged shoulder replacement since it would incapacitate me, and I don't want my asshole family to nurse and nag me in my recovery were I to get it.

I also tried moving my iPhone holder in my car to the further left of the air vent above the central control panel, but I ended up making the part that secures it to the vent too tight after I took it out and had to get it untightened at home.




Old game review of Tales of Symphonia Remastered I posted on Substack.

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Also finished typing up the latest chapter of my novel and here's a scene from it.

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Prologue
Chapter I
Chapter II
Chapter III
Chapter IV
Chapter V
Chapter VI
Chapter VII
Chapter VIII
Chapter IX